sex drugs and prayer

Im not a lush, im alive.

lord knows i cant change so i pick up my pieces and dance. i may not be whole, but through prayer ganja and chanel i am a goddess in a barbiedoll body.

im in love with the mentality of 80's heavy metal and early punk. The true rock n roll saints Nikki Sixx- sid vicious. those guys were assholes but they didnt give a fuckkk. just did hard drugs, fucked dirty bitches, and played badass Rock N Roll. isnt that what music is supposed to be about in the first place?

i expect you to bow down at the altar of my ego

give me words that equate to diamonds and cherry blossoms

i want to stand out in the coldest winter in my bare skin and be able to tilt my head back and laugh genuine laughter.

in this life you need three things- love. laughter.and music.

to detox- fresh strawberries. my MIA cd and incense. i write and write and write

cold showers are more refreshing in the winter when a loved when leaves your towel on the radiator for you.

ask yourself- where is my mind?

if you cant answer- your in the perfect position of enlightenment.

live la bella vita

xoxo