the first thing i get enthusiastic about the day is the feeling of the cold sheets and the smell of dreams on the satin. im known as the meditative barbie like waif who says fuck alot, dates a guy who is covered in ink and piercings, drinks soy milk lattes on ice for every meal, and writes crazy shit. ive battled anorexia, being a little cunt, and losing my grip on reality. in this life, their are few people who leave a mark on the world. I dont just want to leave a mark, i want to leave bruises and scars.
an introduction is so cliche, so ive opted to skip it. im used to insults and injuries. I've pretty much perfected vanity.
raw.beautiful and filthy. i describe myself in hypocritical terms. i have barbiedoll hair and fake pornstar nails. my eyes are confusing and my touch is often cold.
I cant make people understand me and thats not really my intention. I encourage meditative prayer and soy milk lattes. i wear labels, i carry around juicy couture bags and MAC makeup. If it makes me a sellout then i'll be the best one there is.
i dont give a fuck what anyone calls fake. I like fake things. I see nothing wrong with plastic surgery or hair extensions. Everyone is fake in some way, So why not make the physical fake and keep the soul true?
live la bella vita
barbie vance xxx
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